Appreciate, Cherish, Love

Sympathetic.

2011-11-28T22:47:00.000+08:00

WARNING : This is a lenghthy post.

Heh Heh ! I was so stressed that I went to catch a movie with boyf even though my ICA was the next day . Oh ... call me a smart mortal !

Anyways , its M18 hor! Some parts are a little revealing(I shan't say too much, in case some underage girls read upon my blog). And most of it is actually violence + gross !

Overall, it's nice though (:

So , recently , had some problems , specifically family problems.

I know it's kinda awkward to be mentioning family problems in the blog.

Like you don't wanna people to know about your family matters , and who cares anyway ???

I'm just venting out some frustrations , SOME.

Here it goes , my parents actually decided to rent the shop (family business) to other people.

And AND , rent the house to other people as well .

So , can you imagine where I'm sleeping right now?

Yes yes , on the streets . YOUR HEAD lah !

They actually wanted to "squeeze" to my grandma house to stay.

Since its a 5-room flat , so its rather big and spacious you see ?

But , you know what ? The house is not empty.

Now my female cousins are sleeping in one room , my male cousin in the balcony and my grandma in another room , lastly my aunty husband in another room .

There's 3 room in a 5 room flat and a balcony by the way.

As you can see , it's already occupied.

EXCEPT for the kitchen and probably the living room.

And my parents really don't mind sleeping in the living room.

LIKE SERIOUSLY???? : /

So , the reason to rent out both the shop and the house is to ease financial burden .

I shan't mention too much in detailed.

And I'm so hesitant in moving is because of , of course my boyf !

And also I don't want my whole lifestyle to change entirely.

Everything will change . And I find it hard to adapt although previously I've lived there before.

It's just too much for me to re-adjust back to how it is in the past.

My parents asked me for suggestions but they don't listen to it and always had a reason to "fight" back.

What's the point of asking me then ?

And they also asked if I'm fine with the decision , whether it's okay ...

Nah , OF COURSE NOT OKAY !

But what else can I say ?

So you see how much I've encountered within a month I guess ?

It's really hard to face these problems alone .

Luckily with the help of my listening ear , my dearest boyf .

And faclin , wishing me good luck for my ICA when she saw me. I think the good luck was helpful . Really .

It's great to have friends around you that care for you.

And that's enough (:

GAHHHH!

2011-11-21T21:26:00.000+08:00

I'm FREAKING stress out with my projects! Too many to do, yet so little time left.This semester, one of the modules, really pissed me off ! Goshhh ! I hate using microsoft now :(
I think i'm good in theory and not hands on. HAISSHH :( :( Why can't I be good in both ?
Oh wells , no one's perfect! Anyway, stayed up till quite late in school today to complete one of the project but still didn't manage to finish and problems keep occuring.
DAMN it! Can cry siahhh ! : /
FACLIN , we shall hug each other and cry.

There is always in each semester , after I went to poly then I realised it, that I will have one period of time looking so shag even when I look in the mirror.
That's how terrible poly life can be, for me .
I'm so not going to take business in university unless, UNLESS, there's really no choice .

Busy, AGAIN .

2011-11-15T17:15:00.000+08:00

HAIZ !

Now I know , every semester starts , it will be a hectic schedule for me.

And each time all projects and ICA start tumbling towards me .

GOSHH ! Poly life sucks , sometimes . Hahas !

But i guess if you have good time management skills , it will be just fine !

Okay anyways , I've got many ICAs this month and next month as well .

Pretty busy and all the due dates are like like one/two weeks time and my group and I haven't started a single thing . That's the problem : /

But it'll always get better after that (:

Bless me people.

HAHAHA ! My BABY 's BACKKKKKK !

ok lame .

F.A.M.I.L.Y

2011-11-02T21:39:00.000+08:00

Update ! Last two sundays went out with family and had lotsa funn!

Went bowling for the first sunday and the second sunday was just a normal shopping day.

After dinner , daddy drive us to marina barrage ! It was my first time there !

I tell you , the night view was aweesooooome ! But a little dark . Maybe the day that I went , they didn't have street lights along the way , making it sort of dark when you walk the pathway.

OH OH , and I saw many people fly their kites .

I even thought the kite was stars in the sky ! Cause it was way high up up the sky ! :D

And my daddy's friend ask me to wear specs since I can't differentiate between a star and kite : /

Oh wells , after that I figured out it was a kite luh !

I suppose the view in the day would be nice also , maybe a little sunny ?

So don't forget your sunglasses and umbrella ! But I think it would be great to picnic there too (:

HAHA ! And I promise boyf that I will bring him there when he comes back !

I do cherish the moments spent with my family & I hope daddy would stay healthy and not gotten so sick.

Because I'm afraid , that's why I only started to know how to cherish them even more now.

So , do cherish the times spent with your loved ones ! (: (:

Countdown to 5 days !

Happy Deepavali !

2011-10-26T11:56:00.000+08:00

Although it doesn't really concern me about deepavali , but its still an occasion worth celebrating !
HAHA ! cause its holiday today ! (: (: (: (:

I hate school sometimes , but the thought of having my poly friends around , is really amazing how they could make me adapt even though I hate to .
And yes , sometimes seeing my BEST primary school friend until now in the same business school as me , and hugging her , telling her I miss her is such a great feeling (:
Cause I guess without them , it would have been pretty boring huh !

Sometimes , in my "clique" , hearing my friends having r/s problems , and some of us would tell her to give up lah! don't wait for his reply ! Go ahead with life ! All these easier said than done words ^^
And so we help each other , its pretty interesting actually ! But next year , or next semester , most probably we would be separated because of our specialisation :(
BUT BUT ! New friends are a joy also ! Especially if you meet someone with the same interest as you and you can pretty well talk about anything !

12 more days baby !

School week .

2011-10-21T17:03:00.000+08:00

Saw this interesting quote (;

So don't worry even if you fail okay !

The lower marks you get for your exam , the higher marks you'll get next time round !

Muahhaha!

Anyway , school has started . Don't really have the mood to blog cause I'm still trying to figure out some of my course modules .

Though some is the continuation of the previous semester , but some modules information are still quite fresh , so to speak .

I guess I'm prepared for a heavy workload this semester . And it is freaking tiring everyday !

I yearn for all the holidays to come soon soon ! (:

And of course baby to come back fast fast ! :(

HEH HEH !

SAD MAX .

2011-10-15T20:50:00.000+08:00

What should I say ? It has only been 5 days & I'm already missing him hell loads lah !

Baby was really nice to call me and sms me , knowing the fact that it was expensive to contact me .

I appreciate everything you do dear .

And both of us misses each other but can't see each other at all !

How cruel is that huh huh ??!!

School's starting in 2 days time and I swear to god no matter how busy I'll be , I will never forget you dear .

Cause you've been a part of my life ever since we've been together .

Whatever I'll do , I'll think of you .

Our promises forever ;

Babes Day .

2011-10-14T12:14:00.000+08:00

I love dates with them (: They are funnn , adorable and always cheerful .

Hope our next meeting wouldn't be far from now ; D loves !

Right now , I've got cough and a slight flu : /

Always like that when school gonna start : (

God Bless Me .

I saw this quote on facebook and it goes ,

I wish I could throw a stone at you with I miss you written on it so you know how much it hurts to miss you .

My confidante , my love , my baby .

Its only been day four and I'm still counting.

Comparison.

2011-10-12T16:34:00.000+08:00

Many a times , we tend to compare with everyone , from results to clothes to the beauty of a person and we tend to also forget that we have what they do not have , true enough ?

One easy example , results .

You envy someone who've got higher marks higher grade than you , but you neglect the fact that actually you've done your best .

Just that you might have not proven yourself to be the best yet .

Honestly , I love to compare . But I will always reassure myself how well I did already & do way much better than the previous time .

The sense of satisfaction sometimes comes when you feel you will not do well and in the end you did way much better than you expected .

The sense of disappointment comes when you experience satisfaction and feel disappointed after you compare your results with your friends .

Conclusion : Don't Compare (:

I always believed in that when God gives you something , it will take away something from you.

And probably an example would be , if you're way too rich , your life would be shorten .

Living in agony.

2011-10-11T20:48:00.000+08:00

As the title suggest , I'm in agony cause my baby is away not for a day , not for a week
BUT for one freaking month .
I got depression the night after he left , OMGGG kill me pleaseeeee :(
Anyway , I finally updated because of faclin !

So , today went out with them . More pictures on facebook.

We went bowling and ZY had something on so she left the romantic faclin and me together (:

But after that , she came back and joined us .

Back to shopped at northpoint .

Had fun with them (:

I love the new timetable ! Start school late , end school early ! Shhioook !

Not for all luhh , not so good life !

But too many breaks in between , sort of boring to stay in school :$

I still can't help but to think of you at times.

Please come back soon cause you know how much it hurts missing you.

Recovering.

2011-09-26T15:48:00.001+08:00

Alright , the first thing I'm gonna blog about is that I guess i'm privating my blog soon.
If you're a "loyal" reader , which I assume I bet there isn't (: HEH HEH!
Leave me your email address at the tagbox (:
I'll only add those relevant ones , of course ! LOLS :D

So anyway , back to myself , I'm better already , way much better (:
But I'm still unable to do exercises or anything that will increase my blood pressure said the orthordontist .
Well , I think this is just the beginning of the pain process , but I'll endureeeee !!!

Going through HELL.

2011-09-21T12:45:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not updating .
And to Faclin , Huda , Priscilla and Zhao Ying , I wish I could join you all in the outing but my teeth hurts and some other body problems made me weak that I wasn't able to turn up :(

The next day went to have extractions done on my teeth.
Four of them actually. I happily thought it was one only.
I thought of wearing the braces then let you all know that I actually went to make braces , but yesterday , I was going through the toughest fight of my life.
I told pris about it , she's always so nice to concern about me (:
I would tell my close friends if they ask about it (:
Not going to mention why I went to make braces or the process of making it in my blog cause I guess it will freak you out.

I hope after everything's over which is probably a few weeks later , I would be able to meet faclin & co.!
Misses ;
Huda : thanks for mentioning me in your blog ! And HEY! Faclin's the most MATURED ( March baby) but CHILDISH one!

HAHAHA !

2011-09-11T11:51:00.000+08:00

Okay , we went seoul garden AGAIN , some time last week.

Forgot already :/

Accompanied mommy to AMK to get things .

Trained to Changi Airport to fetch his mom & brothers.

Waited long but fun ! hahas!

Next time we go there eat kay!

i love making fun of him though (: hees

loves!

2011-09-08T15:26:00.002+08:00

If I say I choose to avoid because I'm afraid of getting hurt , will you believe ?

Deprived.

2011-09-06T15:42:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I feel that my dad is overprotective of me, and this made me tried even harder to escape.
Which is why I sort of love my mum more than my dad.
I hate being protected by family though, kind of loss of freedom.
And I'm already 18, not some three, four year old.
It is really tough trying to get a hold of myself in many situations.
In fact, since they are working all day long and wouldn't have time for me, at the very least, I could choose my own way of living.
Whenever I need their company, they weren't there, so I went to find my own.
And what's worst is, I never got their company and I'm expected to stay at home like a jailbird.
Heyy, that's not i want .
Ever since job was more important than anything else, I was able to choose my freedom since then.
So please don't make life difficult for me, and everybody else.

Yummmmm..

2011-09-03T19:04:00.000+08:00

And our date was at seoul garden!
Not bad , but it was quite fullll ! I tell you my t-shirt was exploding already.
But still, I wanna go again some day (:
The chicken is nice , especially barbequed !!! Heh Heh !

So anyw , my poly classmates are actually planning to go either seoul garden , chalet or something else.
BORINGGGG~
I think I wouldn't vote for all.
Or even go for any of them if not for the "free" class fund that we have.
Not that I'm anti-social or what, just kind of feel very separated from them cause each of us have our own clique ? So its not about a class thing at all.
Ah neverminddddd !

Random.

2011-09-01T11:54:00.000+08:00

This is swensen's ice cream mooncake.

It tasted quite nice though (:

But it cost $7.90 per piece!

The flavour here is sticky chewy chocolate.

Can tryyy ^^

I'm like doing some advertisement , hahas!

I feel boredddd at home! But I guess I'm not going to work cause there ain't any "lobang" these days

LOLS :D

& faclin , good luck for your attachment!

Don't DISGRACE us!

Bowling day!

2011-08-31T12:13:00.001+08:00

Went bowling , our usual date (:

Just that the last few bowling sessions didn't took any pictures.

Again, I lost to him :(

That score above was round one. He's the first player while I'm the second.

Second round I lost by 6 points! And I was the one that taught him hot to bowl in the first place!

Hahas! nevermind!

We had funnnnn!

Trained to Ang Mo Kio Hub.

I have been craving for nasi briyani , and he ate prata.

Nice ttm! Maybe cause I'm hungry!

So, we've got plans for next date already! Woohoo!

OH OH! & SELAMAT HARI RAYA ! ((:

to all malay friends out there!

HO YEAH!

2011-08-26T12:39:00.000+08:00

EXAMS are officially out of my dictionary for the time being! COOL!
Thank god, it ended at 11am and here I am blogging and catching up on my television shows that I've missed.
I wanna go out with many many people & of course maybe work?
No money = Cannot go out :(
I'll update again soonnnnnnnn!

Harddd. Real Hardd.

2011-08-18T13:31:00.000+08:00

I'm striving hard, working hard for exams & I sincerely hope I'll do well.
It's really competitive in business school where everyone aims the same goal, probably the director's list?
And not wanting to take supplementary paper when everyone else is having their great holidays (:
I'm so looking forward to the holidays!

Nah, I'm not working or hunting for a job. Nor going overseas, to a far place.
The furthest country for this holiday I supposed would be Malaysia.
Actually, it's quite near to my house compared to going to tampines/ pasir ris. LOLS :D
oh whatever, I'm lame, I know.
I think its better if I were to work hard for the next semester.

& lastly, I'm beginning to adapt to this kind of lifestyle and the way I'm pushing myself to the limits everytime I had an ICA or exam.
It's way more than pushing myself to the limits compared to secondary school. Really.

Gahhhh!

2011-08-15T13:02:00.000+08:00

Goshhh! Wanted to go to school today to ask some questions regarding accounting.

Who knows it started pouring and my tummy hurts so decided not to go and stay home to do work.

& probably solve the questions myself =/

My fan was very dirty, so I went to clean and wash it.

To prevent further sniffing of the dust :)

And i ended up cleaning my whole room instead. LOLS!

So I didn't managed to start studying.

Thereafter, I went to on my laptop to do revision cause my notes are inside.

And i ended up facebooking and blogging. LOLS!

Seriously, I think i get distracted real easily!

OHHH!

Ain't she cute!?

Part 2.

2011-08-13T21:48:00.000+08:00

I know my birthday has passed for like three days? BUT BUT! My gratitude for the people I love last forever.
So anyway, I'm so sorry for the late update cause I got exams for three consecutive days!
Can you imagine how stress I was!?!? oh dear :/
But nevermind. I still got to blog about these wonderful people in my life!

Besties
Thank you PRISCILLA, FACLIN, HUDA, ZHAO YING for the shirt and chocolate!
I wore it to school the next day after I received it from pris! Damn cute, I swear! (:
They are soooooooo sweet! The messages in the card are so touching except for faclin's!
(I do love Singapore!) LOLS!
& I know exams are really bothering us and making us unable to meet! That's really badddddd!
But we will always keep in touch through blogs and facebook, getting updated of each other life!

Thank you poly mates.
Although I know they wouldn't read my blog cause I didn't mention about my blog address though I told them I write blog. And they didn't probe further so.. oh well!
They got me a handphone cover which was what I wanted.
And a cake as well which was delicious. The class sang birthday song for me which was ah...embarrassing to me! OMG!!!
I sort of knew their plan cause it was pretty obvious, to me.
Well, still thanks alot. Appreciate :D

Okay so, I've got another upcoming three exams which is crucial to me.
Since I think I will flunked one of it. DAMN! :( :( :(
Anyway, Good luck to people taking/having exams.
Believe that you can score if you put your heart & mind to it.

Defining happiness.

2011-08-08T20:58:00.000+08:00

I've got to admit I am really going through a lot of stress this year.
But, somehow, I still managed to overcome everything. A good thing at least.
One ICA down and that's so awesome! Cause its the one that I hate the most (:
Anyway, in this post, I'm gonna express some gratitudes to some people.
And there may be another gratitude post coming up after this also. Too many people to thanks =]

Celebrated advanced birthday with family yesterday, every year without fail, except for one or two years. Had a nice gathering like before.
Had a nice dinner with a cake saved for the last, it was really yummy with the biscuits at the bottom.
Second sis is always good at choosing cakes ^^
Thank you SISTERS for the gifts. Thank you MOMMY. All of which are expensive, at least to me.
And I love the presents!
Probably, they asked me beforehand what I wanted so it wasn't surprising that I've got what I wanted.
Still, I was really touched. Many thanks (: (Although I know they wouldn't be reading my blog)

Next, thank you BABY. You're so lovedddddddddd by me! <3333333 ttm!
I also knew what you wanted to get for me. I always guessed it correctly! Ain't I smart?? :D
Even though you knew it was expensive, but you considered that if I like it, it will be better instead of choosing one of a lower price which I did not really like it.
And and the lunch was delicious, thanks again (:
So.. thank you soo soo muchhh! I will get you a more expensive present for sureeee! Trust me!

With you people standing by me, I am not afraid to face the obstacles alone.
Once again, thank you my dearest family and my dear baby!

Argh Shuts!

2011-08-03T21:12:00.000+08:00

I GOT PRESENTATION TMR! :((((
THANK GOD ITS THE LAST ONE ALREADY FOR THIS SEM.
& AFTER THAT ITS EXAM.
Can I like go die now?!?! OH MY GODDD! Hate exams =[

Exhausted.

2011-07-30T14:35:00.000+08:00

I'M TIRED ALLLLREADY.
I need a break RIGHT NOW.

Tick Tock.

2011-07-19T23:01:00.000+08:00

Time really is running out & you know why ?
Reason being is group projects is due this week for some and some next week.
And it really is a rush! REALLY! what's sucky is that some group members just can't cooperate and do what they are supposed to do. That's really annoying! It delays all the work :(
Oh gosh, I can't help but to sit and wait. I couldn't possibly scold the person right in front of his/her face??!! I'm not that mean though =/

Nevermind. I'll possibly blog after I complete my projects which makes up quite a large percentage for ICA. Be back soon after I completed everything. In the meantime, do work hard people!
&&& Stay tuneeeeeee ^^ loves;

I don't want you to go Taiwan w/o me.

Turns out...WELL.

2011-07-15T13:51:00.000+08:00

Alright, I'm surprised that I actually passed my module that I previously thought I would fail as mentioned in my previous post. I got a B but not better than the first ICA, but still its okay(:
I'm glad, really. Cause it has been bugging me for days and nights ever since the test.
Now that its over, I shall focus on the upcoming ones and do extremely well for the others to pull my grades up.

A lesson learnt is to not think of the negative side and move on.

After this thunderstorm .

2011-07-13T17:28:00.000+08:00

Thunderstorm, I mean group projects. I shouldn't talk about it, it just spoils my mood.

After all the projects, I'm so going to PARTYYYY ! I'm absolutely,definitely SERIOUS!

Cause I've been going to school even on days that I need not go! That's a NO NO okay!!

So, I shall look forward to that day and meet these girls.

Oh faclin, you weren't in the first picture, so I "Specially" added one more that shows your cute CAT face ^^ lols! :D

And you baby, hope to see you soon.

I think my expression for three pictures are the same as in my crumpled face ! HAHA! okay, I'm lame =/

loves;

Fated to be, fated to hold.

2011-07-11T22:06:00.000+08:00

Our lives have been so sucky since the start of the year 2011.

Yes, it US ! look at the expressions and you'll know how tough life is, and that makes us really pissed off :(

First, it was me, not able to get into a desired course of mine and next I got stuck into a course that requires good presentation & vocal skills, of course.

It's like I'm gonna be some BIG BiG CEO of a company or some businesswoman. (OMGG ! I can imagine myself holding a handbag and everyone greeting "Good morning, Miss Sharon,here are the documents that require your signature" ) like superstar siah >.<

LOLS !! :D sooooo niceeee righhhhttt ^^

Ok, whatever. I don't want that kind of life. Too risky.

Ohyes, back to the topic. Next, baby wasn't able to get into the course/place/whatever that is called, that he wanted in the army. SO SAD!

I feel sad for him too, cause I also didn't got what I wanted in the first place, so I can totally empathise your situation (:

No wonder we're together ;D

OHHHHH, SO SWEEEEEETTTTT ~~!

loves ;

We shall meet someday after all our exams are overrrrr, BMF & BCF.

Hmmm.....

2011-07-09T17:37:00.000+08:00

I need to blog!Cause I feel like voicing out everything I should.
I think that year one is the hardest to get over.
It seems that year 2 got TEP which is to work free in our school, say Cheers or Challenger ? And we are paying school fees to work free labour?
Doesn't make sense okay! But at least it's not that stressful (:
It's like working, 8-5 kind of thing.

So well, I have been doing this individual project about creating website.
Yeah, I said it in my previous post(scroll down)
To be honest, it's not easy creating one! It really needs many days or weeks for idiots like me to do it.
Be thankful to those who made the blogskins and when you use it as your own, please do give credits to them.
I know the hard work & effort put in, seriously, HARD WORK!

Not Again ...

2011-07-06T21:47:00.001+08:00

Pretty caught up with projects recently, meeting up with different classmates everyday seem to become part of my life. It is not FUN at all okay. I dislike doing projects cause it is so troublesome. There is reports, presentations and many many research. Urgk, kill me please :/ tired ttm !
Did I mention I hate travelling in MRT? Omg ! I hate squeezing :( & the journey to & fro to sch is so exhausting. Nvm, forget it.
HoYEAH ! I met baby today ! Thankfully he could come out ! Its like ONCE IN A BLUE MOON kind of thing. He met me for dinner (: (:
loves ;

Thanks B.M.F , you're the best (:

What's wrong ???

2011-06-29T15:39:00.001+08:00

Oh my god ! I think I really suck at practical. Ask me to memorize the theory and do exam on written papers, I can tell you proudly, I'm way better than doing hands-on practical.
I was doing one of my module individual project and I wasn't able to do :(
Its about creating a web page and have to present it luh !

Its NOT like doing a blog, at least I think do blog easier. Just copy & paste your information & that's it.
This project requires the detailed part of doing a blog, more of like knowing the functions.
Wah seriously, I yesterday do till today, just editing the background can cry uh!
I'm so NOT cut out for business, at least for now the practical part.
As for theory wise, not bad though ! I think I should have gone JC instead since they study theory more :D
OOh whatever , everything's over.

And so, I'm going to ask my dearest poly friends to help me , HEHEH !
Since they do so nice, they shall help me (: that's what friends are for, anyway !

Mentioning about friends, my friends in sec sch are still the best.
Look, that's what they gave me. Nice right ?? Envy please !

& lastly, I miss this weirdo so much !

Persistence is always the hardest and giving up forever the easiest.

UpSide DoWn .

2011-06-27T17:30:00.001+08:00

SCREWWWWWWWED UPPPPPP one of my module ICA today, which is effective communication.I have never been good in oral communication(at least that's what I think) and obviously this module requires that.

And I said about dreaming about the speech that my video doesn't work or somehow my picture does not load, and yes you know what ?
MY VIDEO REALLY DIDN'T WORK ! F**k everything okay !
I'm not trying to be vulgar here but this video would have prolong my speech and my timing wouldn't be short ! Idk whether marks will be deducted heavily because the notes said if the timing is not up to 5 mins= FAIL ;( Whatever !

Why do bad dreams always come true to me & good ones just disappear when I woke up from my sleep ? If I ever dream about something bad, I'm sure it will come true & this is not the first time.
Many times in fact, so I'm pretty sure it will happen.
Call it six sense , call it prediction of the future , I seriously hate this.
And you know what, I don't care already, fail , let it be then . At least I had the tendency to do back up plan but just still not long as the video (30 sec).

I didn't want to do business in the first place also, for some who knows me.
I feel like scolding all the bad words when I was on the way home ! Like seriously !! =(
Today also got back economics result which was unexpected.
I had no idea what the module is about and I pathetically got a B. Look , something that I don't know about can get me surprises but something that I know, I can't do well. Seriously, something just gone wrong ! I hope this would be the last thing that ever goes wrong at least for now.
Please stop torturing me with these , DAMN !!

Saw you too huda bestie !

I didn't want it this way.

Ho yeah :/

2011-06-23T15:00:00.000+08:00

I just got this urm..reflection about certain things when I was doing my assignments.It is that somehow things happen for a reason and it is best that we move on with it and not dwell over it.
But when things happen, we somehow don't think & act rationally at that point of time and start doing silly things.
Okay fine, seems like its too profound to understand. Perhaps someday when you encounter the same situation, you will start blogging about it? LOLS !

Gosh, I'm still not done with my speech ! It's been a week already !
I have been having nightmares about the speech presentation ! Which is somehow the video doesn't load, somehow the picture that I wanna flash suddenly disappeared. DAMNDAMN! :( :(
Like seriously, what on earth is happening !!!
It better not happen during my speech or I will seriously break down and start yelling in class!
And the worst part is I haven't started on another individual project yet, cause Idk how to do, needless to say how to start.

This term break is making me soo soo sooooo..... S-T-R-E-S-S-F-U-L !
Not enough !! I need probably at least 2 weeks to complete everything & a week for relaxation (:

Weets !

2011-06-21T17:01:00.001+08:00

Finally my house got wireless service ! And I'm extremely happy because I need not bring my laptop to the modem everytime I want to use it (: HEHE!
I know lah , probably some of you got wireless service at home like long ago .... where dinosaurs were still roaming the Earth ... still , you should be happy for me ! HAHA !
I have completed my outline for speech, like OMG ! finally !! I keep procrastinating till today :D
And I'm going out now to print it with some other sheets of paper .
Printing has been eating my money so badly ! DAMN !
I shall earn big bucks next time to cover my expenses for now :DDDD

Bite you !

Bits & Pieces.

2011-06-17T17:37:00.000+08:00

I like this pic ! Looks like some ancient woman (with the huge rose) hahs! (:

FYI : all the bridesmaid had to wear that big red rose on the hair , heh !

This was during my sis wedding , after my make-up was done by the make-up artiste , of course .

I wouldn't be able to do such smoky eye make-up =$

I feel like yelling , shouting , ranting !

A trip to remember.

2011-06-16T16:34:00.000+08:00

Sometime back , went on a trip to sentosa with bf ! I had a sudden urge to upload pictures ? LOLS !
I was uploading my project things and at the same time upload this then .

Tickets ~!

This was at urm...ah... Palawan beach i guess . Can't remember =/

I think i got good photography skills (: (: *beams

That day was rather hot though! Hot till I'm wearing sunglass .

Oh ! and I snapped a shot of this butterfly ! I was like stalking it ? I see it flying around and it probably wanted me to snap it cause i was like holding my phone trying to capture a shot of it ( imagine me doing that stupid action) , but it just wouldn't stop flying . Anyway , I still got it ! :DD

Loves <3

Fabulous people (:

2011-06-15T16:07:00.000+08:00

I only saw this picture , no group photo :( sorry i left out Zy and Pris .
I'll promise next time both of you will be in my blog okay !
Went out with the girls yesterday , had fun :D I prefer secondary school friends than ....
No offence though , I feel more relaxed when i'm with them ( arrows pointing the picture )
Probably somehow poly ones are stressing me out :(
ANYWAY , hahas , i'm trying to start my assignments already , gonna be quite busy these days .
Surveys , speeches , group projects , OMG ! I shall stop listing them down , too many :( far too many !

Oh and thank you faclin for taking time doing the 2 awesome videos ! LOVEYOU :DDD

stress shall not be in my dictionary anymore

Blissful .

2011-06-12T22:31:00.000+08:00

I knew how much lucky i am when you were with me for so long . Seeing others breaking down because of a failed relationship really bothers me , making me feel sad for them .
Thinking deep , why weren't they the same as us ? Well , the answer was obvious , everyone was different .
I think the difficult part to maintain the relationship is the " forgive and forget " term that is easier said than done .
I went through it but still i can't help thinking about the past which brings back those sad memories .
I had to give it up all cause I knew these were obstacles to our wonderful relationship .
I really am grateful , baby , that after all that we went through , we are still together and still going on ..
Much loves ;

That feeling.

2011-06-03T15:08:00.000+08:00

I once again got the urge to change school. For some reason, I feel that I'm not the one that is cut out for business. I seriously feel like a moron when I'm studying it. I really , rather , went to RP to study a course that I like better as preferred in my choice rather than got stuck in the middle of the ocean , so to speak. Although RP wasn't that reputable , like what others say, somehow probably that's the only poly that would accept me i guess ? I mean not that grades matter just that SP, NP ,TP, too far and NYP is driving me crazy. I have never been sure of what I wanted and always tend to change. Its bad , definitely . The thought of having to repeat everything over again is causing me stress. Damn , what should i do ?

Oh i rather "drop dead" .

2011-05-01T22:24:00.000+08:00

Who says poly life is slacking ? OMG ! totally not true at all ! Its damn stressing !
And i'm so stressed right now , many things uncompleted :( many things to research on :(
What's worse is the presenting ! probably i'm not used to it ? Nah ~ i don't think so .
It's still very stressful no matter which angle i tried to look to please myself that poly life is simply that relaxing !
Enough of ranting , i'll have to get on with those work lest it starts piling up when i never notice :(((

I like the kind of life back then;
and the life that you brought me today , it's really nice .
Ty baby (:

good and bad ?

2011-04-20T11:51:00.000+08:00

Been really busy as school started . Wasn't able to accept that i'm a business student , don't play play hor !
First day of school is already shocking enough , tutors started to say exams is when when...
GOSHH ~~ very stressful you know ! And its quite near though :((( about one month plus to be exact .
Wednesday is the best day right now ! I've got a day rest ! But i detest tuesday and friday .
Long day ! Fortunately , i've got a few good friends now (: applaud please * hahas!

Heard a quote in lecture, not really a quote but something i heard that pleases me though .
Since you can't change what you have to learn now , make the best out of it .
It really motivates me when I'm the depressing sort . LOLS ;D

I'm really hungry now , i've like got thousands and one things to do .
So people , do enjoy your life now cause it will be harder as time goes by .

I guess i'm still not able to prepare myself for the challenges ahead , but i'll try (:
I don't want to be the pessimist .

Wishy washy.

2011-02-16T23:32:00.000+08:00

Stomach cramps on day one , it's unlucky being a girl sometimes :(
Ho yeah , monday over to redhill to return some leftovers to previous employer & collected my overdue pay !
Thank god i got companionS ! Fac , Zy and Pris , thank you vvvvv much ((((:
I think i would get stuck in redhill for that entire day if faclin did not guide me there .
And we head over to vivo , back to causeway , lastly , home ;D
Tomorrow will be a better day .

optimistic , for now ;

Down on luck .

2011-02-09T23:28:00.000+08:00

Super suay this two months , probably because this year is a bad year for rooster .
Yeah , and i am the unlucky one :(
Everything seems like going downhill , don't seemed to see a glimpse of light at the end of the tunnel .
Seriously , i wish i could turn back time , and i would make sure everything's in order .
I miss going to school , not worrying what's going to happen next day , need not afraid of this and that and being in school , time actually flies faster .
Currently , i can even count the seconds passing by , its became part of my life already i guess .
Gosh , i need some luck , some good luck at least ...

I hate to see you getting overjoyed , but let me tell you , it won't last long .
and i am not going to make you part of my life .
you can be as happy like everyone else , but i don't ****ing care .
you'll be cast aside one day .

Headache.

2011-01-26T16:46:00.000+08:00

Oh gosh , i am really having a serious headache now ! :(
I hope , seriously hope from the bottom of my heart that my appeal is successful .
Or else , i really will go crazy . Actually not that bad luh for the course that i was posted to .
It was okay ... but i just wanna choose something really based on interest (:
What for if you give me that course which i seriously don't know what it is about & expect me to get excellent grades like everyone else ??? No point , seriously !!
Well , i was aware that my chances of appeal is slim , but still worth a try isn't it ?
At least you tried . If you never even try , there is totally not a chance .
Yeap !! so i am gonna stay optimistic till results is out !
Give me luck , amulet .. anything ! As long as it can help me pull through this crisis , to me .

I need you;

Tick Tock Tick Tock .

2011-01-15T16:28:00.000+08:00

I think its going to rain soon , dark clouds and strong winds =)
Heading to malaysia tomorrow to do treatment , so that i would be trim & proper in CNY .
Woots , time flies ! I pray hard that the course i want is available ! (:

Sorry to leave you alone

Oh.

2011-01-13T14:26:00.000+08:00

Received results already , & i'm not saying it here . Cause i don't find it glorifying to reveal my results .
Many said good , but perhaps i just had higher expectations , that was why i wasn't feeling at all pleased with my results though . Many cried when they received theirs , some were jumping all over the place .
Thinking about it , it is a chaotic scene eh !
I know i could have done better , but what's done cannot be undone . i'll just have to be satisfied with it . Mom said to me before i took my results , "when you are doing the paper , you'll know how you fare " yeah she's right , i know it but i probably dare not face the fact that i'll be doing badly .
I was so scared when i was waiting for my turn . My mind was running into thousand different directions , wonder what i would be like when i first saw it .
It was shocking when i received it , i didn't expect certain subjects to be what it should be . I had mixed feelings of being happy & disappointed as well . Simply , i had made tremendous improvements and fared better than when i last received my report book . And disappointed was the opposite , I keep having good feeling that 'll do well but no , it turns out differently .
Anyway , its over .But sometimes I can't still get over it , when i'm sitting alone , and i will start to hallucinate like nobody business .
Now , its the courses that I'm fretting over . I'm afraid i can't get in as the intake is quite limited .
Oh god , grant me a good place & I will feel better than ever ,

When words come alive.

2011-01-02T22:49:00.001+08:00

Evening ! Oops , i nearly forgot its year 2011 already . & its the second day
Had a delightful head start & hope everything goes on smoothly , especially on results day !
I'm not at all being optimistic , i don't want to . It makes me proud .
And what if the results did not turn out what i expected ? God , DISASTROUS !

hahas ! well well , dearest bf just went back to his island an hour ago .
I've got to be adapting to this life right now , in & out in & out . Makes me go sad & happy then sad & happy all over again . Ah , nevermind . I'm getting used to it .
& NO it will definitely not affect our strong relationship !

I want to work , but when i work , i want to rest . Hah ! dilemma right ?
I'm happy , that's all that matters .

stop being in my head, bitch .
you're affecting me thorougly !

sunshine after rain .

2010-12-20T17:01:00.000+08:00

god , imy baby ! counting down three more days & i'll be able to meet you !
We had quarrels but we're fine now (: I feel bad about it , but i was honest enough to tell you everything .
Sorry, that's what i can say now . i'll try to be a better gf in future . You're the best i ever had !
Haha , so i'm currently jobless . I don't know what to do next . I'll just stay at home (:

2010-12-13T16:25:00.002+08:00

I miss you .

Busy bee ~

2010-11-24T20:24:00.000+08:00

okay , i think im gonna be very busy already ! I'm gonna start work tomorrow !
Happy or sad ? I think both ehh !
I hope my off days will first put baby as priority because he's leaving in about two weeks ?
after that , I will dedicate time to my besties cause I promised to them !
hehehe ! money shall roll in~~~!!! whoots!

Gone with the bad .

2010-11-16T22:53:00.000+08:00

Haven been updating regularly after 'O' have passed for like a decade ? alright , im exaggerating .
so glad everything's over & now its the result that follows up .
oh great , i don't think i did well & of course , i do hope miracles would somehow happen on my papers .
i reckon i got a lot of things to do , but still im in a holiday mood .
i went job-hunting , but to no avail , disappointed , i'll work doubly hard to get a job (:
Lastly , someone's leaving for NS , & yes i'll be all alone . another disappointment !
& thank you mommy !

2010-10-08T17:43:00.000+08:00

Im on a marathon ! A study one in fact .

Over on leisure ?

2010-08-07T20:19:00.000+08:00

Shopping with mom today ! bought almost the whole of metro , daddy says .
he's absolutely exaggerating ;DDD
Took plenty of time to consider for just a $20 dress , oh wells !
Still purchased it ! Having supper almost everyday , & i still look fabulous !
Hahas ! thanks to long holidays [: which probably is a good thing ?

Fire , water , earth & air .

2010-08-05T20:55:00.000+08:00

Watch this today with bf ! Nice , really nice (:
KFC for dinner , superrrr full :( & yes , prelims are over , i just hope they recycle the paper & not give back to us , i don't wanna know how i fare .
Sister moved to her new house yesterday , nah , im not missing her :D
probably not just yet .

nothing helps but my own birthday !

2010-07-29T15:38:00.000+08:00

Been struggling with both math paper 2 today & POA , POA confirmed flunk already .
I've got no idea why I'm doing so badly for a subject that used to cheer my grades up .
The worst part is i'm expecting to get a A2 for my math , yes yes i know its tough somehow , but i hope i can have a 'jump' grade in my math compared to previous results .

is it like curse or what ? nothing just seems to work out right . & gratefully while i'm solving math question , this is what came to my mind : concentrate Sharon , your birthday's coming !
it worked terribly well ! I solved a question that worth 5 marks , isn't it just fabulous ? (:

the reason why i'm so excited about my birthday is that my family are celebrating for me , thinking that all my favourite dishes are on the dining table and not forgetting dearest baby giving me a wonderful surprise , that's what he claims . yea , so i'm kind of motivated to do so much things & i hope this year's birthday would be just as memorable .

A moment of time .

2010-07-18T17:50:00.002+08:00

Prelims coming ! & i'm sure of that .

Twenty-fourth !

2010-06-24T19:01:00.003+08:00

Had a wonderful day with you love ! thanks for everything =)
Bought tickets (:

Dine at breeks , i like the grilled chicken but i think baby doesn't like it though .

It don't look like that in actual . it look way much tastier ;D

I didn't get to eat salted popcorn :( i told the person i want it mixed & she gave me sweet only .
well , i don't blame her cause i told her i wanted a medium popcorn combo & she keep saying large popcorn combo , that explains why she gave me only sweet popcorn ! & i even rate her service excellent .hahs ! count herself lucky ! too late for me to rate bad , if there's terrible , i will rate it to the max .

Do Catch it ! its nice except for the popcorn part ! i think i finished watching all of it . From the legend is born to IP MAN 2 , hees ((:

& its mugging time :(

2 years 3 months ;

Flashbacck .

2010-06-22T14:15:00.002+08:00

i didn't want to recall the past again .

Blogging fiesta .

2010-06-20T21:35:00.000+08:00

okay , i got a sudden urge for blogging . its been long time since i did that , i know (:
have been mugging these days ? or weeks ? no , i'm not that hardworking .
Parents going KL with friends & pathetically im not going . i wasn't invited ? ;D
its alright , i still got company ! (: (:

Wonderful feeling .

2010-05-29T19:56:00.000+08:00

Just came back from woodlands waterfront

Tomorrow family outing , great ! looking forward to it (:
Supplementary lessons schedule out already , there is no motivation to study for 'O' lvls !
is it good or bad ?

Splendid .

2010-05-14T16:54:00.000+08:00

Good news was there was no POA mock exam , terrific !
I just love Mr Radha math class cause he's just so hilarious !
I suppose all indian teachers are like that , cause so is mdm sarojini (:
Everything's going on well , i hope it just stays this way .

Friday's back !

2010-05-06T20:14:00.000+08:00

Sis is not back yet from her trip , there goes my present :(
hmm , i suppose pretty soon , tonight probably ?
ahh... had an entire week of focus , cannot tahan already .
getting so tired because of preparation of 'O's .

Sis Big Day !

2010-05-01T20:50:00.000+08:00

Sunshine after rain .

2010-04-30T15:42:00.000+08:00

oh yes , i hope everything's fine now . Sis & i haven't been talking yet , but we've sms & apologised to each other which was great . So , i'm going for her R.O.M tommorow !
Update soon (:

Counselling sessions .

2010-04-25T12:30:00.000+08:00

Both mommy & daddy have now spoken to me & asked me to ignored sis & everything .
So just let everything just sort out a bit .
Woke up & went to class .

Wrong move ? maybe .

2010-04-15T18:55:00.000+08:00

Was very tired the whole day , felt so aimless . I also don't know why .
hahas ! anyway , had chemistry focus & went home .
ate KFC ultimate value box . i swear i'm damn full after that =/
i saw my tummy bulging out when i was bathing (: heh !
alright , enough of unglam stuff . && my weekends are taken off ! :( :(

nothing i do ever seems to please you .

Running with mathematics .

2010-04-11T18:58:00.000+08:00

Went stadium running with bf & bump into c.m.l
had class the next day & i'm gonna sign up for the next level . whoots !
humanities test tomorrow , anyone studied ? oh god , i haven't . soon okay (:
i want to start reading " the little prisoner" , but haven't finished the other book .

tears no more .

2010-04-10T16:08:00.000+08:00

Meet the parents session yesterday & yes , mom & dad were both 'busy' .
reached home at around 7 plus . called mom & our conversation was this .
Mom : yes ? girl ?
Me : urm ... i went for the meet the parents session .
Mom : oh , why didn't ask me go ?
Me: you told me you were going to be busy !
Mom : oh yah , i forgot .

& i found out daddy went causeway point shopping .
should have asked him to go parent meeting instead =.=

entirely boring the whole session . couldn't get report book because parent have to be present to collect .
changed to blogger skin , cause i'm lazy to choose nice skins .
aching everywhere , after the exhausted NAPFA test , which i think i did well .
applause *

Mixed feelings .

2010-04-01T16:50:00.001+08:00

Happy because no mass run & focus today .
this thursday is the only thursday which is so happy . the whole school was like running out of classrooms when they heard thunders and the lightning system on .
you should have seen that scene ! it was so united luhs ;DD

Went to cathay & see the movie time slots , lots of people :(
why is the 3D so expensive in causeway ? AMK was like $10 only .
& i wanna catch clash of the titans !
After that , lunched at KFC , then home .

Keep having the same call from the same number & i have absolutely no idea who it is .
When i say hello , the speaker hang the phone .
then call again & again & again -.- & i press the 'end' button again & again & again .
for god's sake ! its early in the morning 6 o' clock ! I already Fu**ing tell you idk you !
so just stop calling like as if your phone no need to pay bills !
can't be bothered . gotta do my compo , & hmm .. should i go jogging later ?
stressED !

i didn't know it would hurt so much after knowing the past .

Anniversary '

2010-03-28T17:38:00.000+08:00

Update finally ! four days back was 2 years with baby (:
Happy 2 years , love !

& happy birthday meiling ;D

well , just came back . Early morning went for class & head to Novena .

trained to catch a movie at AMK , but its only "COMING SOON " , so lunched at subway & head back .
Tiring =/ journey was long .

current fav. song : Baby - justin bieber

i'm gonna collapse real soon.

forever in my heart .

2010-03-21T16:47:00.000+08:00

Morning woke up , heard a phone call from my mum's handphone , thought it was one of her customers again , so i ignored .
then , dad opened the door & told me & sis that grandma passed away .
it was really heartening . my heart totally just sank down .
sis was still in her lala~ land , she asked me what happened & i told her grandma passed away .
she too , became shocked .
still , i went to school for flag day as all the arrangements have not been done .

Went all the way to Toa Payoh , the furthest , of course .
managed to "beg" for money though .
hmm , my tin was heavy , hees (:

after that , went to attend the funeral with sis .
at night , we did chanting which was totally tiring .
for the good of grandma's sake as well as good for us , we continued to chant for hours .
went home after that .
mum told me to go school on mon & tues as it is really important to study .
& wednesday , i will be off to the cremation which is even more important .

& yes , grandma ,
No doubt i wasn't& able to see you for the last time , you'll remain dearly in my heart forever & always .
i regretted not cherishing you when you're still alive & always had the thought that you'll live till a ripe old age .
but , never did i expect that you'll be gone so soon .
i know you will still remember calling me a "chicken" (in hokkien)
cause you barely knows how to pronounce my name & just knowing my zodiac .
i love you , grandma .

time out .

2010-03-17T00:03:00.000+08:00

These few days have been going to school for lessons .
never been updating , holidays were crap shitty :(
it will be the last march holiday ever .

&lastly ;
Happy belated birthday to FACLIN & SOPHIA .

oh so great .

2010-03-01T18:45:00.001+08:00

Hah! bored at the back of the car ?

Visits at grandma house .

ain't she just adorable ??? look at her supermodel pose ;D

screwwwwwed my chemistry today ! Drats :(
i really could have done better , i promise never to make this stupid mistake in 'O's .
Math is not trusting my first answers & now its not reading the instructions CAREFULLY .
its tiring me out .
goodness , i'm gonna work my hearts out and die die get an A1 for physics to pull my grades up !
or i will really flunk my 'O' levels & happily say 'hi' to ITE .

im really grateful for everything ; you made my day (:

Haywired.

2010-02-28T16:11:00.001+08:00

I terribly think i look like this now .
Common test period & i'm playing games & fb .
screwwed up my humanities , seriously got no time .
i should practice writing neater & faster which is impossible :(
the other papers are kind of disappointing .

photos of CNY are still in my phone , & now its the end of new year already .
LOL .
i'm exhausted for the umpteen time !

oops! きらい you !

Drastic change.

2010-02-11T21:09:00.000+08:00

Daddy have been pretty good to me these days . i seriously got no idea why =/
had stomachache this morning & lucky was able to go school (:
& "great"! homeworks are pilling up like nobody business :(
lessons have been really boring , although 'O's is like in months ??
tomorrow is CNY celeb' ! hope it goes really well & most importantly fun .

I have been so busy with CCAs and school that i've got no time to but new year clothes .
pathetic =( Saturday i shall do some shopping with baby ;D
CNY is coming in days , i can even count with fingers .
but family has been very chaotic , so much things happening .

you hurt me so deep yet i still fake a smile .

Learning jourrrrnnneeyyy ~~

2010-01-28T17:03:00.000+08:00

alright , no school today ! shiok (: cause thurs are one of the most boring lessons .
went to hippo/duck tour , it was so funnnn !! the boat part was really nice .
somehow regretted didn't choose singapore flyer .
why can't we have more places to go ??

after that , lunched with bf at pizza hut , finally .
he always said that he would treat me , in the end ? NEVER !
so finally i get to eat my curry zazzle ;D
i always eat that when i go pizza hut , hmm ... should try to change huh =D
& home sweet home (((:

affectionate ;

Date of the day .

2010-01-24T17:54:00.001+08:00

Caught Daybreakers just now with baby =)
its nice , just that the movie time is short , about an hour plus only .
a little gross , a little shocking :/

prepare for school tmr (:

1 year 10 months & counting on ...

Engulfed in loneliness .

2010-01-22T16:51:00.000+08:00

Hooray ! its the weekends again =D
okay ,today's lesson was superb . loves friday to bits & pieces !
& yea , i'm coughing badly , so badly !
its like i need energy to cough ? omg =/

Materialistic .

2010-01-18T13:23:00.000+08:00

I found this in my phone , the other time when i went to KBOX .
& today half day school (:
My cramps hurt & i just recovered from fever but my cough & flu are still on :(
idk why , it has been going on for weeks !
homework time !

Hectic .

2010-01-17T15:35:00.002+08:00

Oops , i haven been blogging for long .
so busy ever since school reopened , tests , exams , 'O' lvls ;
which many teachers have came to our class to talk about it .
its like we can memorise what they have said ?

Everyone's stressing us ,
& hey that's not the way to make us do extremely well for 'O' .
Daddy & mummy went Malaysia do hair , for new year of course (:
but , they always come back so late , & there's school tmr .
they will be depriving me of my sleeping time !

I will do my hair neat & proper , with dye & everything a girl could ever imagine after 'O' that is .
hahas ;D not now cause everything seems to be in a mess .

soon to come ;

Great escape .

2010-01-02T16:40:00.003+08:00

alright , i don't know how to put autoplay for youtube songs .
so if you wanna listen to the song , have to click it yourself uhh (:
somebody teach me luhs !!

today cabbed over to macpherson early in the morning to get my bursary .
daddy loo didn't went to change my old house address , so i got to go so so far to get the money .
worth it though ! ;DD
lucky mommy accompany me .
back home , ate sis leftover of Mac big breakfast =/
Im a junk man ! i woke up damn early =(
still , i don't feel sleepy . I'm feeling so energetic =D
hahs !

fresh , fascinating year !

2010-01-01T16:00:00.000+08:00

Happy 2010 ! =D first post for 2010 ! i guess it will be a fresh new start of everything ?
hiak hiak ! though 'O' this year , but i bet its still gonna be a good good year (:

yesterday stayed at home to watch the countdown .
still got the new year spirit though ! saw some fireworks , 1/4 of the whole fireworks only .
damn sad okay , cause of another HDB blocking it .
2009 was not a good year i guess ? its somehow saddening .

& oh gosh , i just can't seem to put songs for this skin =(

christmas joy .

2009-12-28T13:58:00.000+08:00

Oooohhh hi peepos ! how did you guys celeb ' christmas uhh ?
I had a tiff with boyf , but was okay after that ;DD
bought a mini log cake & 2 cans of coke home , celeb ' with sis & her boyf .
Ate piping hot steamboat while other people are eating turkey to celeb' christmas ?
weird though , but we enjoyed . cause parents still had to work =(
left us the lonesome three =/

Yesterday met up with LS , ate lunch together , chat .
she's damn cute luhs !

Eve of the Eveeeeee.

2009-12-24T15:51:00.001+08:00

Hurrays ! its christmas eve already !

18/12/09
Last week met up with ean ean (;
lunched at breeks ( if i'm not wrong ) , i forgotten already =/
then , went christmas shopping , walked until legs were so wobbly .
oh , didn't took pictures though =/ we didn't went to the toilet at all =)
cause its the best place to camwhore , but , we were carrying so many things .
so , i guess we forgotten all about it ;D
so amazing !

20/12/09
Also met up with besties & cousin .
both besties are busy working , so lucky they got time off for me !
went for k ' session , fun ,Fun & EXTREME FUN !!
& had a super short chat with dearest susu after passing presents to her only .
we had a promise (:

Today went over to meet amanda to pass her presents .
Phew ... so busy lately =( will not update very often .
& school's reopening soon :(

1year9months'

Wonders & Miracles .

2009-12-16T15:55:00.000+08:00

Bffs are all busy working & job-hunting =(( leave me all alone .
how can ?? Wanna meet up for christmas better spend some time for me okay ?
I really hope that they can find some little time in their busy slots ;D
Outing with ean soon ~ (((:

Caroling ~~~

2009-12-02T15:27:00.000+08:00

Catched this as i said earlier , the 3D effects was not bad at AMK hub .
at first , i wasn't really sure what it was talking about , till at the later part , quite interesting .
& it was a bit shocking , hahahs !
i nearly jump off the chair luhs ! okay , that was exaggerating ;DD

Some weirdo uncles are so weird .
walked past them & they said 'HI' or 'GOOD AFTERNOON' when i don't know them at all .
what's next then ?

Yes , i'm hard to please .

2009-11-29T13:43:00.000+08:00

Raging phoniex .
Next show shall be christmas carol , its 3D . Whoots !
I wanna catch up with my friends soon ;DD

you pour yours on mine , who do i pour sorrows to then ?
i feel just as bad as you .

Companion please ?

2009-11-28T14:09:00.000+08:00

gosh , i'm bored to death at home luhs =(
i need some company ! Probably a dog ?
lols ;D anyone got dog that you want to abandon ?
Hahahs ! i'll be the good soul to keep it .
Parents don't let me buy , so i shall adopt right ? gagaga~~

Fact or rumours ?

2009-11-25T13:46:00.000+08:00

Happy 1 yr 8 months , dear !

Catched this superb nice movie with bf (:
thrilling & exciting , but , will the world really end ?
hahas ;D hope not ? i'll probably just be in poly 2nd year ?
Dine & went home .

Again .

2009-11-23T14:56:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is another special day !
had a date with bf for this day , hahas (:
update tomoorow !

Quarrels are never ending ;

Vivid .

2009-11-11T16:19:00.003+08:00

Update !

Happy Birthday Daddy !

Watched this days ago on net with bf , quite nice luhs , a little gross only (:

& also watched this . this is damn creepy !
till now , those images are still in my mind =(
it is known as ' the scariest movie in the decade ' .
though its a little boring during the talking parts , but seriously , VERY SCARY when there is the night scene .
Do catch it !

have been watching movies lately ;D
& chinese 'o' lvls , i shan't say anything (;
i feel that there are mistakes everywhere , many say pretty easy .
thus , i shall not pin too much hopes ;
cause the results might somehow bring hopes down :(
what a mess !

i wanted you to be there when i fall .

Absolutely gorgeous .

2009-11-03T15:27:00.000+08:00

Chinese 'o' coming , but can't seem to study much .
probably shall base on my intelligence to do the exam ?
Hahs ! totally impossible ;D i need something to kick me studying .
well , holiday mood , its like whatever i'm gonna study , will not go in =(

Sleepless nights .

2009-10-28T19:09:00.000+08:00

Yes , finally math paper over , still got chinese paper to go =(
i seriously got no idea how i did .
dad ask me how was it , i didn't know how to answer .
i gave him a satisfying nod and turn away . i'm prepared to have another go next year .

well , i find that i wasn't hardworking enough way before the exams .
so the marks are more of an expected grade ?
didn't feel good , keep thinking about things .
& i've got no idea what i was upset about .

cried , shouted , desperately needed consolation ;
& you thought of something else which wasn't relevant .
total ignorance of my existence .

Tour round about .

2009-10-19T11:01:00.002+08:00

Overdued pics on baby's birthday .

Yesterday went out with family ! Woots ;DD

First time sat in dad's new car after like 3 months ?

Off to bugis to pray , i swear i was nearly suffocated by the incense .

Went over to parkway parade after that .

Ate & went shopping . I bought stuffs .

I shan't say what it is cause its sensitive okay (: hahs !

Met both sisters at uncle's restaurant & have dinner .

the food was super nice ! but , damn full .

elder sis is most probably having a baby girl in her stomach .

Yeeepeees ~~~ i can finally play with a girl .

i guess i will dote on her even more than my nephew ;D

Motivation to success .

2009-10-15T18:39:00.000+08:00

Today's thursday ! I'm happy cause its a holiday tmr (:
After school , head for cca & went to meet bf at causeway .
Ate , laughed , chat ;D
then accompanied me to borrow books & went home =)

Had a severe headache lately , idk why .
i'm feeling so terrible , no amount of panadols can cure me =(
probably too stress uhh ? 'O ' levels math coming , driving me crazy =/

What has gone wrong?

2009-10-08T12:39:00.003+08:00

Exams are finally over , still there's 'o' levels math & chinese coming up =(
POA paper , i think i did extremely well . HAHS !
when checked answers with classmates , everyone got different answers .
Oh wells , probably i'm wrong then .
the previous papers was badly done i guess (:

Wordy.

2009-09-24T19:51:00.001+08:00

Alright , back to posting (: i'm extremely lazy to post pictures .
inserting the usb cable and all ....
just make my limbs don't feel like moving .

& my neighbour is making me going really crazy =(
banging the door , brothers & sisters quarreling over the tiniest things , crying & shouting .
the sister can look so innocent like she is , but she's such a tyrant when she's quarreling ;D
its like alerting the whole block that they are quarreling ?
another neighbour walk past & had to like comfort the crying one ?
gosh ! what kinds of neighbours i have ? inconsiderate ?

Didn't want to wake up on thurs , like i always do .
still , i struggled out of bed & went for school .
lessons nearly made me dozed off for stupid reasons .
regretted attending school , but , who cares anyway ?
to get over thurs is to think that tmr is FRIDAY ;
a source of motivation for me , i guess .

oh yes , Happy 1 year 6 months dearest (;
you've been such a good boy , love you to bits & pieces ;D
i'm a good girl too , agree ??
i guess the only thing i had to do is to

SMILE

joy & love

2009-09-17T20:28:00.001+08:00

生日快乐 BABY !

happy birthday to you ,

happy birthday to 星星 ,

happy birthday to you ;DD

我知道你这个生日并没有过得很开心；

因为口试，再加上我让你感到烦躁，

但是我希望明天为你庆祝后，你会感到开心。

虽然不能做到什么，但是你无论如何在我心目中是最棒的。

More to be updated soonn~~~~

Fruitful .

2009-09-13T13:46:00.000+08:00

Watched final destination 4 on net . nice (:
just that its very gross . School 's out tmr , not excited though .
but , this week of holiday have been really fruitful for me .
Happy birthday Mommy !
her birthday was yesterday ;DD

& thank you baby for everything .